Fanfiction : Wish
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Rating : General
Pairing : None
Genre : Drama?
Type : Drabble
Disclaimer : I do not own for Gackt.
Critique Welcome : No
Word count : 363
A/N : I'm not a parent yet, so sorry I can't explored how it feel to a parent ^__^
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“Tell me, how does it feel to have a son?”
The old lady smiles.
“Hm, well... it’s diffcult to explain. But simply feels like... you have something precious than your life”
My eyes widen, I don’t understand. For me, there’s nothing precious than my life, even to someone I loved.
Precious than my carieer?
Precious than my fans?
Precious than my family?
Precious than my lover?
Precious than your life...?
How could it be?
“Give me your hand, young man”, she passing her hand to me and I reached her. Holding her hands tightly in my palm, warming her.
“You know, when you have a child you will give everything to them. Your money, your time, your power, your attention, even your life, you’ll give to them. But no burdens and forces to do it because they’re your child. They’re full of love”
Somehow I thought she was right, I mean I could understand why she said kids are full of love. But somehow I thought she was exaggerated. My parents didn’t do such things for me. Instead, they’re forces me to do something they wanted.
I didn’t hates my parents, but sometimes I couldn’t deal with them. Is not because that they’re force me to do something that I don’t like. It’s about trusting. They’re didn’t trust me, even until now.
“Having a childs is not that bad, you know. There’s something inside here that you’ve never felt. Proud”, she pointed my heart as she pressed her hand to my chest.
“Really? But I’m already proud of my self”, I arguing her.
Well, I don’t talk about bullshit here but I’m really proud of myself. I have good carriers, I have my precious friends and family, and I have so many fans around the world that absolutely love me.
She shook her head then smile, “Not that proud, young man. You will know the different if you have child someday”.
I still don’t understand how it feels but from the bottom of my heart, I really want to have a child, oneday.
For sure.
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Date: 2010-01-15 04:03 am (UTC)